Squashing cravings, making sunshine

After a busy day, I was hungry and while I have plenty of tasty options to cook in my freezer (fish, turkey, etc.), I was craving the squash creation I ate pretty much every other day this winter. So I made it and loved every bite.

I also just knew I was craving chocolate today and that something was going to need to be done about it. I had a few of the peanut m and ms I got for Easter this afternoon and some more after dinner. They might be perfection–nuts, candy, chocolate. I’m set!

I had a legit reason to dig in–it’s better than digging into the cake I made for tomorrow’s Sunday Funday dinner!

I was trying to recreate one I made a couple times when I was in the deep of my cake decorating obsession. Naturally, I’m a bit rusty. But I loved decorating this thing!

One rule I have for my cake decorating…

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You must make a mess.

The bigger the better!

This might be far fetched, but I think decorating cakes is a way for me to get in the zone. I felt the same way painting that mug yesterday. I always assumed my kind of “zone” would be sports or training. But I think it’s actually making something. Time to get down to work on that latch hook maybe? Or to learn how to crochet? It helped that I was just OKAY with having a handful of m&ms instead of feeling bad for sneaking a few here and there while I was decorating (something that I used to beat myself up over when I’d decorate them!).

I can remember too many times when I’d “overeat” and then end up feeling miserable, staying home, and beating myself up! Tonight I am going to keep my plans with friends, probably have a drink or two, and remember that it’s all about balance. I am not bingeing, I’m not eating all junk food all the time, and I don’t have to feel ashamed! Freedom.

What’s your favourite way to get crafty?
What kind of candy do you LOVE?


(relatively) wordless recap/wiaw

It’s essay time but I thought I’d do a quick post so I have less things on my list of “what I’d rather be doing”…

So here ya go:

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yogurt, all bran buds, honey, banana, and walnuts

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kale chips, tempeh sandwich (with light mayo and sprouts on ezekiel bread)

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coffee -- lucked out that they ran out of soy so i got to crack open a mini almond milk! YUM

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messy but delish

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hummed and ha ed but decided to have nut butter twice (in decent amounts) today--a la Nancy Clark suggesting if you eat foods that "have power" over you enough, they lose that power...to own that decision, and to NOT have peanut butter fingers after this meal. and I did it. HA! empowering.

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one, not all

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decaf coffee = essay fuel

And what all that food went to fuel today:

Plus a massage. Oh my hips love my RMT. And so does my soul, cuz she’s one of the coolest people I can think of.

That’s all…

How was your Wednesday?
What’s the tastiest thing you ate today? (squash)
Did you work out today? 

 

WIAW to fill me up

This might be the ugliest WIAW yet…but it’s okay because I have a recipe post or two to send your way soon that will include at least half decent pictures…

I’m including some more carbalicious eats from last night in here…

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kale chips with nutritional yeast!

carrot tahini sandwich spread from "Becoming Vegetarian" (shredded carrots, tahini, mayo, nutritional yeast, and salt) which i enjoyed on some whole grain toast

I’m not going to lie — I ate a LOT of that carrot spread on my sandwich and all those kale chips last night, but I still wanted something sweet so I went ahead and had the grapes. They’re from Chile and I don’t intend to let something that’s travelled further than I have in my life go bad in my fridge…if I buy something NOT from around here, I should at least eat it, don’t you think? For the love of fruit…

I crashed hard last night and slept like a babaaaayy.

Now for today’s eats…

carrots, sunflower seeds, almonds, cranberries, and an apple -- such a good flavour combo!

my version of a chocolate coconut clif bar...yum much? I made em this morning..recipe to come!

it might be blurry but since I eat this every other day...you know the gist!

unphotographed: a handful (or two) of chocolates, a banana, a HUGE carrot, peanut butter fingers, coffees

I was hungry today. Trying to focus on those carbs still! I ended up biking for quite a while at the gym. I thought I was not teaching my class so I did a bit of a light spin pre-bootcamp, but I ended up teaching. I was cautious with the hip BUT it felt pretty darn good so I got into it today. Even without a microphone, I felt like myself teaching again and I can honestly say it was FUN! I caught myself smiling a lot today–and that’s how it should be! :)

Now I’m going to go to bed after a quick foam roll…something is better than nothing!

I was reading one of the triathlon books I have (“Your Best Triathlon” – Joe Friel) and I picked up on one thing in particular:

“When a triathlete has poor core strength it may show up in several ways. It’s most obvious in running. Poor core strength is evident in a dropping hip on the side of the recovery leg with the support-leg knee collapsing inward regardless of what the foot may be doing. Especially in running, injury is common when core strength is inadequate.”

HI SUMMARY OF MY ISSUE!

Seriously, core tips, successful runners. I know you’re reading this!

Annnnnyways, I have swimming in the morning, but I think I am going to sleep in and clean my apartment before my dietitian appointment. I can swim in the late morning/early afternoon and then do the three assignments I have for Friday — don’t hate me if I’m M I A and you love me.

Help me with my core issue. Seriously.
Eat anything delish today?


I think I have a hollow leg

…and I’m filling it with carbs.

Delicious and nutritious, ones, mostly!

Today Rachel was kind enough to give me a few of her fav books about vegetarianism. She is lucky to have a mom who is a dietitian (yay for RDs!) and thus a wealth of knowledge at her disposal. Rach is one of those people who knows her stuff–she doesn’t take being veggie lightly and she is really smart about her nutrition. It pays off because in case you haven’t heard, she is FAST. :)

I think after reading through them a bit when I was waiting at physio and while I had my acupuncture today I would like to buy “Becoming Vegetarian”…this one’s by an RD and I like how it’s written. After reading it (I ate it up, pardon the pun), I felt smarter and EXCITED about things. Sometimes I think when you consider becoming a vegetarian or making some changes to your diet, it can be scary and signal restriction. The truth is, deciding to go vegetarian or just in my case to eat less meat (I still say if I knew where it came from and felt okay with it, I’d be okay with eating some meat here or there) is a reason to EXPAND your options! I never thought of it that way…but when I wrote the article for Canadian Cycling Magazine about just this topic (I sent it off today so hopefully it comes out in June/July’s issue!), I got that from one of the guys I interviewed–you actually end up LOOKING for variety and things get delicious.

I also noted something: I really really really depend on nut butter and nuts to get me through. My LARA bars are made up of nuts and dates, mostly. So that means usually 2 meals and at least one of my snacks involves nuts and nut butters. I think I’m worrying too much about getting enough protein, which is kind of a waste of time (deficiencies are rare). The vegan cyclist I interviewed said total calories and especially carbs are the nutrients to focus on getting enough of. So I started to think and I really realized that I am for some reason not eating as many carbs as I could, should, might need to.

So naturally, that translated into a hungrier me. Or maybe it was just the really good swim I had this morning? I dare say I felt fast! I think I found my rhythm with the set and I haven’t swam in a few days since the pool was closed so it just felt good to be in the water from the second I dove in.

Speaking of diving in, here we go with the eats I tried to fill that hollow leg with:

Before swim, I snarfed a bowl of yogurt (and had coffee, obvs):

After the super duper awesome swim, I was hungry for my overnight oats (which were a mix of porridge oats, cocoa, almond milk, a banana, and almond butter).

My lunch was good—a cheese and spinach sandwich spread with light mayo plus some carrot sticks on the side– but didn’t fill me up for long, so I ate an apple as dessert.

I had an afternoon snack attack and dug out a Clif bar I’ve been saving for just such an occasion. It’s been a while since I’ve had one of these bad boys, and I used to reserve them for when I was about to train/when I was on my bike/etc. but I realize that’s a food rule and it’s based on…nothing?

I ran errands this afternoon (bank, returns, retail therapy where I forgot to buy the things on my list but got a new lulu tank and a few headbands instead – but it’s justifiable because I just picked up the money I’ve made working at the Gazette over the last few months that I FORGOT I was getting paid for) and another snack attack struck. I was planning on making a new recipe tonight and needed millet (I’ll keep you in suspense til I make it) so I went in Bulk Barn. Going in there ravenous is a bad idea. I bought a bunch of goodies – tahini (a new food for me), the millet I needed, oat bran, spelt flour (I want to make muffins), kamut cereal, rice cakes, and some chocolate – and I downed about half the pack of rice cakes. Maybe a third. It happens—they’re mostly air.

pantry, consider yourself stocked!

When I got home I was too hungry to cook the recipe I had in mind so I went with an old faithful instead: my squash mix with almond butter/almond milk and spinach, raisins, and maple syrup. And yes I do eat it all together, and it is DELICIOUS.

Three chocolate nibbles and I’m set—the leg is finally full. Assume homework-ing blogging position on my futon, with a second cup of tea.

That’s the excitement of my Monday munchies. I went ahead and put them in my FitDay account to see how I did on the carb/energy front. Turns out I was pretty spot on for my activity level…even though I felt like I ate non stop! It was a little high on the fat % but that’s like I said–so much nut butter–and I am not willing to worry about it! Note to self: listen to your body cuz it’s working.

In other news, I got into Ryerson today. Acceptance letter folded and put with the other ones.

I am going to go and decline the offers all at once. It’s a big step! Thanks for the support. It’s still tough to hear people congratulate me and then say I’m not going, but it’s not so bad now that I’ve decided to be proud of my decision. Owning it! :) The more I talk about it and think about it, the more I’m getting excited for it, actually! Even the summer school part will be good. :)

WIAW–vacation style!

I am so excited to do my first WIAW post for this blog–even though it’s not exactly typical for me, since I am on vacation!

This morning was delicious:

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a towering bowl of apples topped with ezekiel granola, greek yogurt, cranberries, cinnamon, and of course with an almond butter spoon!

I am Über happy because I got to go for a swim in an outdoor lane pool today! A person on twitter hooked me up with a pass to the private facility–I love social media!

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Bring on the one piece tan! I downed another apple (three baby ones this morning, total) before the swim and had a banana when I was finished. I like to eat, eat, eat apples and bananas! I like to…you know where this is headed!

After I got home, I was ravenous so I ate my leftover sea food pasta from Monday night’s outing, which I added some extra spinach to to bring in a bit more nutrition. It was white pasta, but like I said, this is vacation! I also added extra parmesan, obvs!

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I ate more unphotographed fruit as my afternoon snack #1 — grapes! We were en route to go golfing and got lost, so I ate a bit out of stress but if it’s grapes, whatever…I’m going with it!

On the course, I had my go to golfing fuel: a Coors Light and a LARA bar. This was my first time trying the Peanut Butter Chocolate Chip flavour. LOVED IT, maybe cuz it was all melty  and wonderful?

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Today, my golf game got better with the beer. Sips to swing ratio?

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We just got home and instead of waiting for pizza and forcing my dad to make a part of it veggie for me, I went ahead and had my own acorn squash/almond butter/spinach/raisin mix that I eat probably too often! Oh well, it was perfect. The 3 extra swipes of almond butter I had weren’t too bad either ;) …oh lordy. Nut butter tasting…on my habit list to deal with. Maybe when I’m home from vacation?

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I even had dessert…Newman’s Own organic chocolate. yum. YUM. yummmm! Yay for mini desserts that end things perfectly…sweet tooth satisfied!

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I love vacation!

Now I’m going to settle in with a book or maybe do some more work on this blog, cuz I love it but it can only get better from here!

What was the best thing you ate today?
Have you tried Newman’s Own Organic chocolate?
What’s your fav LARA bar flavour?